INSANITY/SANITY

I suddenly woke up, from my dreamless slumber as the voice of a shattering glass sounded somewhere from across the street. The sound appeared distant yet so ridiculously near that I was lost in its trance for minutes as it kept resonating…. the now hushed sound…. repeatedly in my ears.

The sound rippled through the folds of my brain unraveling the buried memories layer by layer and suddenly a fission broke out…. of memories…. a never ending chain countless shattering going off…. all at once….. in my once silent brain.

The first time I heard that shatter… I can’t remember……  I feel drowsy…..

Is this drowsiness from my slumber or because of my numb heart????

I am unable to tell apart.

It’s been a long time ago…………I have stopped recognizing, the difference between the shattering of a glass and shattering of my heart………… since I felt them both……… frequent and consistent…

I got up from my bed ignoring the cold sensation below my feet……….

Hot?

Cold?

Nothing really matters when the boundaries between every binary are a blur for you………….

That is the funny thing about binaries that they are all opposite yet too close, too vague to tell apart…………

Coldness is just the absence of heat and yet the persisting coldness brings the sting of heat…………….

So how will you tell………. what is cold……….what is hot?

Insanity works the same way……….. you see!

It’s just the absence of sanity, and maybe a step towards sanity?

Who knows where the line lies….. the line between sanity and insanity………Between sane and insane……..between sane and going insane ……….between insane and going sane.

and yet the question is……

Who decides……………..

How and how much they are sane enough to label others as insane?

May be you are also wondering your sanity while reading this, or are you contemplating my insanity along the lines……. but are you sane enough….

to categorize my sanity as insanity???

Maybe at the end………. my definition of sane will collides with your definition of insane……….bringing us closer to the edge……. across the boundary…. where binaries break……… black and white merge…….a grey area is formed……….. blending my insanity………… with your sanity!!!

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